dumbest mistake ever...

so after i was tired of looking at the disgusting grime that was left behind by the person who previously lived in my apartment, i decided to take it upon myself to take some extreme measures to clean.

i mixed up a little ammonia, hot water and elbow grease. the smell of ammonia is ridiculously obnoxious. i forgot to pick up a gas mask so i had to cover my nose and mouth with a towel. as if that wasn't bad enough, i decided to splash some bleach on the surfaces i had gone over with my ammonia mix. in my head i was thinking ammonia+bleach equals super white surfaces.

turns out ammonia+bleach really equals CHLORINE GAS.

my bad. times ten. squared.

luckily i got the hint pretty fast when my nostrils and eyes started to burn and i felt lightheaded. i dumped the mix as fast as i could but when i called my mom she freaked her shit in a huge way. looks like this no ammonia no bleach together thing is something that everyone knew but me.

hence, it is safe to call this DUMBEST MISTAKE EVER.

music currently listening to: "God Must Hate Me" by Simple Plan

full steam ahead...

and steamed is what i am.

why the fuck do i have to constantly be everything to everyone?

"lola give me advice"
"lola, i need a ride here"
"lola, i need you to pick up my phone calls"
"lola..."
"lola.."
"Lola...!"

is it so much to ask that i take some personal time for myself and people let me HAVE IT?

music currently playing: "A.D.D. (American Dream Denial)" by System of a Down

some much needed incentive

my dad and i have been talking about replacing my car when I graduate from college. i'm excited because as much as i love my explorer, it's gotten its use. i've had the car since i was 17 and in that car, i've seen texas, missouri, oklahoma, illinois, indiana and michigan. i've survived a few wrecks in it. and i've definitely had some fun times in that car.

but i'm lookin' to upgrade and here is a pic of what i want to upgrade to. a 2007 infiniti fx35...my dad has also laid down the law. no car with no graduation and/or no car if the GPA is below 3.4

guess this puts an end to my partying days for a minute. hey, i love you guys, but i would love a new car more! :)

summer school starts tomorrow, which means i need to get my beauty rest and finish doing chores around the house.

MUSIC CURRENTLY LISTENING TO: "The Sound of Settling" by Death Cab For Cutie

there's just something about testosterone boys and harlequin girls...

i believe sarah jessica parker had it right when she said the following:

"maybe all men are a drug. sometimes they make you feel so low. other times they get you so high."

i'll attest to that and let's just say right now i'm in the latter, not the former :)

currently listening to: "Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off" by Panic! At the Disco